“So, you really liked him?”

And then I took my contacts out and turned the lights out. In my daydreams we do the greatest things, and then I realize I’m just driving and we don’t talk much. 

Just had a dream that I was swimming in the ocean with a manatee. I started petting him, but then he started pushing me under water. There was a long, wooden sign in my hand that said “YAHWEH” in black print, so as I was sinking, the sign was disappearing. My cousin noticed and pulled me out of the water (as if we weren’t even out deep) before I started drowning. We went upstairs to this bar/schoolhouse and started drawing what happened on a chalk board, but I kept struggling to write the word on my wooden sign.

Yahweh is the Hebrew god of Israel, so I guess I’m having some kind of spiritual connection in my dreams. Better than dreaming about boys? Maybe.

it’s a tuesday night and everyone is drunk texting me.